Have you ever felt like you were in a struggle, a battle... with the world? Maybe as if you were "taking the world on"? Perhaps you have experienced times where you felt you couldn't pay for things to go "right". I'll be transparent for a moment, but just a moment due to my lack of security at the moment from taking a beating from the world. I've recently returned to the states from overseas. I could have stayed where I was -- a job, insurance, a place to live, etc. but instead I returned to the states where I have no job (currently), no insurance... nothing. I've had interviews for jobs, but the jobs that were offered don't come close to covering my bills that I MUST pay. It's a struggle I'll admit...
I often here people say "just be strong, you've got to keep pushing on," but my question to them is how long must I continue in this climb before I reach the top where I can coast down the other side for a moment or where there is at least a plateau where there's not so much toil? I know I'm not alone in this struggle especially with the economic crisis that has effected not only the United States but the rest of the world. Perhaps there are others in worse situations than I am in, and I'm sure that is an accurate statement. Okay, so maybe this entry is just some personal venting... much needed venting. Anyways, farewell and I hope the best for all of us out there.
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